Pollution

Your words roll in your confusion

Your  logic is mentally ill

Sense & sensibility designed to kill

My time you waste 

with your long practiced delusion
always in an ego ignorant haste

Drum your hum

Perfection pragmatic
oblivious and numb

there is no solution

for someone that dogmatic 

I'm constantly stumped

by your thoughtless trivial intrusion!

رسالة تنبض آهات

رسالة تبكيها موسيقى الألات

تتحاذف ألمها النوتات

أيقظت فيّ تلك الذات

آتية من بحر الظلمات

لا ..سأعيد الكتابة من جديد

لا أريد بيوتا تزينها التنميق

ولا فلسفة لغة ملكناها ببساطة التنهيد

ملأنا تاريخنا بكل شيء ليس فينا

لا يشبه أي منا

ولم نفقد عن كلانا الطريق

لم يورد سؤال أو جواب

به تبرير بليد

 أو منطق عميق

غرقنا

طوفنا

أمتنا ..بعثنا

ألف مرة

وصرحنا به حبا

يبكي قهرا عليه أي شهيد

رغم جميع القصص

التي جمعناها لنملأ به رفوفنا

لا يزل هذا الجوع

هذا الفراغ

بكل ما بقي فينا

عنيد

you were my act of kindness
karma of an impulsive soul
a tiny light in a hall of darkness
taking turns, a dance and a fall
In the midst of the dance
I let go of your hand
for it to reach me in turn

to understand the madness
of innocense not making sense
 the pain is eternal
I have loved you
I have lost you
and you only loved that I did
and only hated that I did
it was never about us
I have laid out my pride
fo you to protect
still, you didn't understand
you letting go of my hand
was jailing me in this memoir
of the last words said
the ones that hurt the most
scarring my skin
tired of empty penance, painfully aware
a living dead
yearning to leave as far
to silence where words sieze to hurt
where action don't leave me bare

still teaching me that my act of kindness
was only a karma of broken sentiments
we had lived a different memory
that's my condolence of forgiveness.

So serene

that ocean scene

beneath the velvet surface

torn between

to realize what it means

a wave to crush 

or an endless stream
I can only float
on this simple thought
under your summer sun
away from the clock
and into your timeless dream

Let's try this dialogue

simple and fresh

unlike your pretentiousness 

a scoreboard to compare

unlike your childish truth or dare

I'm too aware

to drag this game 

just so you can hide your shame

blowing balloons in your name 

as if that is all it needs to take

cheap candles on my own birthday cake 

make a wish?

to my soul

underneath it all, it is a wake

this is only a sacrifice 

for your stolen glory

you have no clue

how I can rewrite the story

undo all these twisted ribbons of pink & blue!
a gift for life 
is at stake!

you  fill me with hate
a twisted logic
a strenuous weight
it is manic
 I can not wait
to erase this toxic waste
it used to be comic
now it's poisonous fate
resigned & frantic
to save myself
not too late
from your constant fake panic
no, I won't hesitate

I wish my words can follow my thoughts
and throw a net of immersion to every sentiment
a poem of some delicate float
against my soul in its own predicament
in the midst of life randomness
littering  my senses
drawing with a pencil my abode
while growing thickness
to my heart walls
I relentlessly pierce holes
for love scarce fine art
weary of replicas constant erode