Eclipse

I’ll try

Once more

To knock on your door

Just to make sense

Call it gullible innocence

Revived by my heart

While I cry

In mourning what shot down before

 it could reach the sky

Landing corpse on the floor

I refuse to believe

other than your words

despite of the action’s hurt

turning me away broken & sore

my soul refuses to bury

my truth

at your feet it lies

while shovel is in your hand

I’m wary

hoping it will build instead

I await

For you to sing a different lullaby

And read me with patience a child’s story

Instead of a dismissing goodbye

22 Oct

Lego city

city of sin
where do I begin
to raise my cases of hit & run
map-less ..choking it in
I'm swollen, I'm bruised
by careless bursting balloon. constantly stung

leaving me dazed & confused
who is my next of kin
maiming my limbs
with fake embraces
cold as your brand new bricks
plastic faces
stale with greed
disintegrating human creed
all wanting more
by being less
I refuse
hating to rest
in an expensive dress
but attracting feelings that are cheap