your kiss was at the right moment..
"friends" that "feel" for each other?
but never dare
to cross lines as you say
to cause hurt unintended
as it can go both ways
I fail to make the distinction
maybe I'm too self righteous
dwelling on minor intervention
if your feelings were too strong not to stop
then reality shows up the next day to bite
although it was too good you say
causing my soul to drop
& you try to tell me it did not mean as much
or was it, should not?!
with that crossing the lines I could not handle or could
might cause a wedge
too big to jump
break a bridge
too deep to fall in stumbling on this bump
and you would rather scratch me off your wall
replacing me with your own comfort
I looked too sweet and like a bee
you couldn't turn away
but still your heart didn't fall
how is that fair?
to me?
to you?
to the time you keep hiding behind
wanting it to be your best friend instead
while leaving me to the cold condescend
a "caring" question if I'm ok?
while it was you who is not!
how would it be if the table was turned?
would you have felt the same burn
the stinging of the tears I wept
wishing you have never asked
wishing you had let it be unsaid
ruining a perfect moment in its simplicity
painting my clear blue sky red
it is ok for you to leave me wonder
while you ponder on how tactful it should be
energy a waste
it was a blow the second you asked
maybe it was a leftover from my sad past
all I knew
I had to take the best route
just be understanding as a friend
locking the rest in this box
